I don't know what to do anymore...
The depression is growing stronger, and I just keep begging for it to stop.
I'm going through the same cycle with him as I have 4 times now, and I'm tired of feeling like the bad guy each time... I want happiness, that I obviously cannot get.. But if I try to speak of such, the world just seems to collapse.
Because I know if I do, there will be more than one person asking me why I did it.
I just want to be happy, I want to be able to smile, I used to smile, but the way fate has turned out, I can't manage a smile without it being a friend to put it there...
What am I to do anymore...?

"In the beginning, I tried to warn you, You play with fire, Its gonna burn you.
And we are now, same situation, You never listen, I never listen now.
I'm thinking of a way I can make an escape, Its got me caught up in a web, And my hearts the prey, Do you really want to throw your heart away? Away, away, Away...

Everybody's hurt somebody before, Everybody's been warned by somebody before, You can change but you'll always come back for more, Its a game and we're all just victims of love..."

- Victims of Love *Good Charlotte

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Anyways, I love you all, and ROCK OUT!!!

\m/ >w< \m/

Love, B I O H A Z A R D
-Mika

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MY LOVELYS
Mah bestie. xD
Mah brother x3
**My brothers
**My close, close friends
**And you guys.

Thanks dudes... You are great. <3

-Peace Out
*~Mika Miyamoto~*
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Oh what a lovely day...

My lovely, crappy art...

Well~ My art is going MANY different directions. I am drawing Biohazards, dragons, wolves, furries (as always) and one of my favoritess~ SILENT HILL~ <33

*My god I love that game*

So yeah. Alot of my horrid art is going to be based, or fan art of the following:
~Silent Hill
~MGS (Metal Gear Solid)

And then there is:
~Dragons
~Wolves
~Furries

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